~a few changes~

I get to make a few changes in my life. I am overweight. I need to lose about 60 pounds to be healthy. I have dieted for about a year now, but I haven't been successful. I give up after about a month I get to a standstill or too busy and I fail. I don't want to fail. If other people can do it I can too. I am going to try to be more committed and more hard on myself. I am not going to give in to that one thing of french fries or any little food that is bad for me. I am pretty good in the beginning but as time passes on I give in more and more until I am off the diet. I am always on the go and fast food is about all I can have for lunch. I have to decide over my health and food. I don't like who I am now. I don't like how I look. I am getting to where I can't even fit into the biggest clothes stores carry. That is too big. Lately I have been depressed and I have eaten all the time sometimes almost all day. I had lost about 20 pounds about 3 months ago and I have gained it all back. I am going to start eating better. I am going to start getting on the tredmill at least 3 times a week for as long as I can handle. If I get off track I am going to get right back on the next day. I am going to do better.

~a few new guidelines~

No fried foods
No Pizza
No giving in
No cheating

~Let the Celebrations Begin~

It is over wahooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo wow that felt so good I could just jump up and down and scream like a little baby I am so happy!!!!!!!!!! So I came out with 2 Bs I was 3 tenths of a point from getting an A but I don't care because it is over

Now if you will please excuse me I need to go lay on the couch and watch some much needed tv and a whole lot of doing absolutely NOTHING yes yes yes it is so great

~a good day~

Today was a good day. I made an 88 on my test! I passed another test today too so now all I have left is two finals which are a week away. I am already celebrating even though I am not finished for another week.
I knew I could make good on that test. The test really wasn't that hard at all just common sense stuff. I am surprized that still some people couldn't do very good on it. I hope they end up doing okay because I know some are working really hard to try and pass. I got some Christmas shopping done today. I think I am going to go again tonight since I have a little money left. I want to find some really good stuff for little money. I know it is out there I just have to take the time to look for the deals. I don't have a lot of money for Christmas this year so I really need to find some good stuff because I want to get people things I would feel bad if I didn't. I am working on my break so that I can have more money to spend, but I don't think I can get a lot of money, and the money I do get will have to go to school too. I have faith I can find some good things. I bought my sister something really nice today for less than 5 dollars so that was good. She wants a scarf belt so I think I can find one pretty cheap. I am always shopping at the last minute. I think I do my best shopping then. How many of you are like me and wait until the last minute to do all of your shopping? I know it feels more like Christmas walking ~fighting~ through people to get to what you want. I can already feel the Christmas spirit building up just thinking about it lol

~4 more days~

So it is the end of the day...I did do some studying. I also watched Win a Date with Tad Hamilton (I loved that movie) and What Not to Wear 50 thousand dollar show I mean just how could I miss that??? It really wasn't that good of a show to me because I like to see the people fuss about getting rid of their clothes and into new ones but this woman was happy with a little change so it wasn't very dramatic as the others sometimes are. Viva la bam is on!

Wish me luck on my test tomorrow

~Countdown begins~

So the Wonderful End Of Semester Countdown begins NOW....

ONLY FOUR MORE DAYS

What do you get to do after screwing off all weekend not doing what you should....having to study all day for a major test wahoooo that is just what I wanted to do today! So yea I have good grades and this is the last test...I know this stuff....no biggie...I don't have to study....yea those were the things I told myself to be okay with screwing off all weekend...My thoughts now....oh well who cares its the last test :)

I have had a great weekend so I really don't care about this test...
I saw two movies this weekend....Christmas with the Kranks very good movie go see it...Sponge Bob was ok but not so much my favorite but it was still good

is time for me to go study for this test I am going to do so good on :)