I have put off writing for a long time now. I haven't been able to mentally. The past month has been horrible, and I wasn't sure I wanted to remember this part of nursing school. I honestly didn't expect for it to be this bad stress wise. The last semester is supposed to be not easy but definately not this bad in my opinion. It is mentally straining to just write this out because my brain just wants to not think about anything at all. Three more weeks!!! It sounds like its not very long at all but honestly anything can happen. I'm scared to send out graduation invitations because I don't know if I will pass the test that is like a mock NCLEX that we have to pass or these two years mean nothing. I find out two days before graduation if I pass this test. I don't know how to explain the feelings going on inside of me I just hope its over soon I can't take much more at all