Nursing Stress

My take on nursing one day at a time

Sunday, July 24, 2005

~I will prevail~

Hi I know it has been awhile since I have created a post. I have been in a different place the past few months. I will be honest and say I am in a borderline depression that I am trying to fight my way out of. I have thrown myself into exercising which is a good thing because my body needs it, and I think it is a healthy way to deal with my problems as in a stress reliever. My life has been thrown upside down and everything I thought I knew personal life wise was all just a big game. I really feel so alone. I know I'm not alone but I sure feel like it. I don't think it helps that microbiology is really a class I absolutely hate and haven't put any effort into. I haven't put any work into the class which is totally a first for me, but I still have a high B. I take my last final for it on Wednesday. I haven't forgotten about this place, but I have been busy trying to hold myself together. I really hope I can pull myself together in my 2-3 week break before nursing classes start again. I am not going to let someone else cause me to fail...the best revenge is to let them see they can't break me I promise I will post more often at least once a week if not more...I am attempting to walk 14 miles a week. I am planning on walking one mile in the morning and one at night. I have such a drive to meet this goal. Today I didn't get up early enough to walk my morning mile so I am going to make it up sometime this week. I am hoping I can make this goal this week and keep it up!